
Cemea, Avignon France, 2005
Some words of wisdom that keep my work and my self going when I need them, most of these are on bits of paper, written, printed out or in the form of a postcard and are covered in multiple drawing pin holes and scraps of blue tack from their time stuck on my various bedroom and studio walls. They are the words of artists and writers, people I admire and some I am lucky enough to know.
The picture above and the first quote below come from my time spent in Avignon, France with Fabrica gallery, here we learnt the workshop methods of the organisation Cemea - training centre for active education methods is the official definition of Cemea, a misleadingly dull description. The time that I spent with artists from Cemea, in Avignon twice, Paris once and numerous times in Brighton is where I found the basis of my workshop ethos and an equal influence for my own artwork. That all of this took place in a beautiful place, where we slept in a tiny school, shared food and thoughts under the shade of the playground trees and saw incredible performances and exhibitions daily, at the Avignon festival, made it even more memorable.
I discovered the best way to learn about anything is to experience it first hand (at Cemea we learnt how to approach running a workshop by being participants in workshops run by the french artists). This luxury of participating instead of leading a workshop, having the feelings of apprehension and then exhilaration when you create something new, in a medium you have never tried before, (such as dance) alongside strangers, is invaluable as it puts you in the position of your own workshop participants. Art is not something one 'knowledgeable' person teaches the 'un knowing' as can be the approach in formal education. It is more collaborative than that, the workshop leader, for example, is there to show participants ways they can find out for themselves, to facilitate learning, The workshop leader and the participants feed one another. For me this self directional approach is the logical and only way, when you think about it, it is impossible to tell someone what an art work is, only they can know that by experiencing it for themselves.
Gille's quote below about snowballs was something he said when he was squashed in the boot of the car as we (the English) headed towards the train station and home, he was saying we should pass on what we found, I like to think that I am.
'Don't forget to make snowballs and let them roll'. Gille Maillet, 2005.
'I paint just as I write. To discover, to rediscover myself, to find what is truly mine, that which, unbeknown to me, has always belonged to me. To experience at once the surprise of it and the pleasure of recognising it. To bring forth or bear witness to the appearance of a certain vagueness, a certain aura, where others would, or do, see fullness.
To render an impression of 'presence' everywhere, to reveal (and first and foremost to myself), the tangles, the chaotic movement, the extreme liveliness of the 'I know not what' which stirs in my remotest being and seeks a foothold on the shore'. Henri Michaux, 1959.
'Whatever you dream you can do begin it. Boldness has genius, power and magic in it. Begin it now'. Goethe.
'Be yourself because you have done enough and know your stuff to be able to approach it in your own unique way - academia can be deadening to creative thought if people feel there's a right or wrong way. Be confident, because you are, and you will always be able to justify what you do and how you do it. You are brilliant at exploration, which is the foundation stone, keep that in mind at all times....sometimes things take a while to make sense, that's the joy of everything'!
Jackie Wills, 2007.
I HAVE BEEN
TO HELL AND
BACK.
AND LET ME
TELL YOU,
IT WAS
WONDERFUL.
From the artwork Untitled (I have Been to Hell and Back) 1996, Embroidered Handkerchief, by Louise Bourgeois
'Ever tried. Ever failed. No matter. Try again. Fail again. Fail better.'
Samuel Beckett
"I is not only able to hear the music that dreams is making but I is understanding it also the BFG said. It is like a langwitch"